2012..Trying to make it a good year

Hi guys, it's me again...Happy New Year to you all, I can't believe is 2012. But hey is a new begining for all of us, a new chance to see everything with a new heart and hope. For those who are having the same battle as I am, hey this year is going to be our year, I bet we will overcome all of this. I know is winter and we don't want to make the attemp on going out, but it doesn't matter, because sooner than later Spring will be here and we'll make the effort to go out. Let's try it please. You know we should set a date and time when we can all come out of our houses and take a step outside and go for a walk withouth thinking when the next panic attack would come..Just say, I'll go out for a nice walk and I'll have the best time ever!!! and if out of a sudden you get scare take a deep breath and tell to yourself how bless you are for taking that chance and how brave have you become. Can we do that?? I am all for it. So if you want to do it, please let me know, SEND ME A MESSAGE and we'll do that. People this is our year and God will be all the way we us...So I want to share this beautiful song, Amazin grace and like the song says "My chains are gone" is time for us to be set free...I love you all and hopefully you guys will send me a message. God bless you all!!.

I'm Back

Just wanted to check back with all of you, to tell you that I'm doing fine. Still in the fight but not willing to give up...Wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas, may the light of God shine upon all of you, remember that He is good  all the time, whether we think he's there or not, He will never leave our side.

Hopefully next year I'll be able to travel to see my family, I wanted to do it this Christmas but I didn't feel ready, so let's see what the New Year will bring us...I'll get back to you soon, love you all and please stay strong.  YOU CAN DO IT!!!.

Good Morning!!!

It's Friday, today I woke up early and decide to write a little bit. Just to wish you a great day and tell you that always think of everyday as a new begining for you. Don't think how good is for everybody else to get up without fears, think of yoursel as a new person, a person who have the strenght to go through so many rough times and still can look up and see life in another way.

Be courageus, have faith in God, everything will come to an end and you will be there standing strong and conquering. Not to long ago I heard a war veteran saying that when he was captive , he was in fear all the time for the torture he and his partners had to go throgh and he says he learnt that Courage is not the absense of fear, but the presence of FAITH. Can you imagine??, we suffer from panics attack and this people were torture for years and they decided to come all as one and pray at all times and they made it. And why??. Not because they though they were brave, but because they have FAITH. Some to you all my friends out there, that are walking on the same rough path, I'm walking don't give up, we can conquer this.. Love you all and have the most wonderfull day you can have.

God bless you all...Show love to everyone.

Here again.

Today I'm here, feeling a little down but not defeated. Is one of those days that you don't know what to do. So , I have decided to write a little bit and listening into some worships songs. Wishing is someone out there is reading what I'm writing. Well anyway if nobody is there, it doesn't matter. Is always good to try to do something that can get you something possitive even tho' it doesn't look like.

I want to be stronger everyday.....So, I'd been thinking about creat a blog about fashion, I'd been checking some staff out, we always have to try to keep our mind working in something great and not working on when "I'll have the next panic attack". Keep that in mind, Get out there and enjoy life to the max. Don't allow anything to destroy who you are and who you want to be. There's more out there for you.

So, keep on trying and never, never give up, because YOU ARE STRONG!!!. Love y'all.

I'm Back After Being Away For So Long.

I don't even know how to begin, its been such a great time. I being getting out a little more everytime, I'll tell you that is an everyday challenge, but something that can be overcome. I'm not going to lie saying that I'm totally free of the panic attacks, but I can tell you that we can do something.

I think is a matter of set some goals everyday, maybe a nice walk for a few minutes if you feel more confortable with that and day by day you can start increasing from minutes to hours, Why not??. Tell yourself that you CAN DO IT. Nothing is impossible...For example just last night I wanted to go to the mall and got a little panic attack and decide to come back home, but I was so mad at myself for letting that to stop me from doing what I like, and when I got out of the car, I went for a walk and it was so dark, that you can't imagine, but I didn't care, I just went for it and started walking, of course I'm not telling you to adventure in the darkness because that can be dangerous nowadays, but I did it and I felt so good, I felt relieve...So please don't allow the panics attacks to control your life, you are much more stronger, don't let any fear defeat you. We are here to overcome not to be defeated. So go ahead, set your mind and conquer.

I don't know yet who read my blog, but if there's someone out there needing my help, feel free to contact me. We are here to help each other. Love you all and God bless.

xoxo

HELLO!!!

Hello everybody...I don't know if Somebody take the time to read my blog, well anyways if someone does, hopefully you like it. To me this is helpful, because allows me to get everything out of my chest.
All this days i've been feeling bad, but that doesn't mean that life is over. Everyday in life is a challenge, so we are strong enough to go through anything and come back stronger. I haven't been out for a while, but tomorrow I'll be out with my husband to go to the Dr. (LOL) I know is nothing fun to do but at least I'm out that is important....So, I was wondering if someone out there that is going through the same, COULD U WRITE ME???. I'd love to hear from u. U ARE NOT ALONE, HEY CONSIDER URSELF A CONQUEROR. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME and we are going through all of this because we are STRONGER. Love u all.

Having a good sunday!!

Hello everybody.

Just wanted to write a little bit and tell you that today I didn't have a panic attack...:).

I know when we have this condition we have our ups and down, but it doesn't matter because there's always a bright light at the end of the tunel. Today I watch a worship service online, because I woke up to late to go to church, but the online one, was full of blessings, I felt great. You know??. God always does something to show you that you always have choices to make and that is up to us to keep looking forward and looking up to Him. I want to share this verse with you and hopefully it will blessed you as it did to me is from the book of Psalm. 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all. So that shows us how wonderful is God, I know that I can trust Him when I'm feeling bad. Some of you would say, why He doesn't help you and heal you right now, but I can tell you that He says in His word that. Romans 8.28  And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. Everything has a purpose and know that I'm going through all of this I found out that one of my friends is going through the same and I've been able to help her a little bit and understand more about it. So don't take everything for granted and take the time to listen to other people, they might be going through some rough time and may be if you are in the same position, can give them a hand.

So, remember DON'T GIVE UP, God is always there and you are NOT  ALONE. Love you all and wish you a wonderful week full of joy and smiles.

P.S.

Just wanted to share a pic of my little pet.