Sunday, September 25, 2011

Having a good sunday!!

Hello everybody.

Just wanted to write a little bit and tell you that today I didn't have a panic attack...:).
I know when we have this condition we have our ups and down, but it doesn't matter because there's always a bright light at the end of the tunel. Today I watch a worship service online, because I woke up to late to go to church, but the online one, was full of blessings, I felt great. You know??. God always does something to show you that you always have choices to make and that is up to us to keep looking forward and looking up to Him. I want to share this verse with you and hopefully it will blessed you as it did to me is from the book of Psalm. 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all. So that shows us how wonderful is God, I know that I can trust Him when I'm feeling bad. Some of you would say, why He doesn't help you and heal you right now, but I can tell you that He says in His word that. Romans 8.28  And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. Everything has a purpose and know that I'm going through all of this I found out that one of my friends is going through the same and I've been able to help her a little bit and understand more about it. So don't take everything for granted and take the time to listen to other people, they might be going through some rough time and may be if you are in the same position, can give them a hand.

So, remember DON'T GIVE UP, God is always there and you are NOT  ALONE. Love you all and wish you a wonderful week full of joy and smiles.

P.S.
Just wanted to share a pic of my little pet.

Friday, September 23, 2011

Not having a good day so far :(

Today I haven't had a great day so far, but I believe that God would show me the way to have an end of day in a good way. Isn't easy to deal with something that bad as it is a panic attack, well nobody said life is easy, so i trust Jesus would lead me to my victory against this condition.
He can perform wonders, so I trust that would happen to me, I know one day I will wake up and I will be feeling great, without fears. Because with Him, I am more than a conqueror.
I trust He's love for me is greater than i can imagine.
So, if you are having a bad day, just keep looking up and you'll see everything will be better. God bless you all.
xoxo

अनोठेर डे

टुडे इ हवें'टी हद अ ग्रेट डे सो फार, बुत ठाट दोएसं'टी मैं ठाट आईटी वौल्ड एंड थिस वे। इ बेलिएवे ठाट जेसुस्च्रिस्ट वौल्ड गिवे में अ बेत्टर वे तो एंड थे डे विथ जोइस।
हे अल्वाय्स ब्लेस्सेस उस इन सो मानी वायस। जेसुस इस थे ओने एंड ओनली फ्रेंड ठाट इ कैन हवे।
एवें थौघ इ'म गोइंग थ्रौघ अल ऑफ़ थिस, गोद अल्वाय्स शोव्स हिस मरक्य एंड लव तोवार्द्स में।
ठनक यू लोर्ड फॉर सुच अमज़िंग लव।
माय गोद ब्लेस यू अल.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Hello There!!!

Today I have chatted with my aunt, let me tell you something about her. She is one of the most wonderful person that I know, but right now she's going through a lot because she has breast cancer. But i have learnt something from her, that even tho there's a black cloud above you, there's always a reason to smile. I can't tell you with simple words how strong she is and how her faith in God has helped her a lot. Sometimes I'm waiting for the next panic attack and she's looking forward to say something to make people smile. It just awesome to see how a person that is going through pain is still joking and loving life and loving people. I feel so blessed to have her in my life.....So if she can still smile and joke living with all of this, we can do more my friends, let's love life and try to get rid of this panics attacks, WE CAN DO IT.

We can keep our heads above the water we feel sometimes is covering us...So let's keep working in our recuperation and never give up. We might have a set back, but doesn't mean we can't go do more.

I love you all and don't forget that God is good all the time, even tho sometimes it seems He's not with us, the closer He is. He promised He will never leaves us and I'm sure of that.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Possitive thinking against Negative thoughss.

This time, I want to talk to you about when you have negative thoughts, they will come and go a lot and mostly when we're feeling bad, you will think the worst thing is going to happen, so in that moment I want you to sit down, breath and think that everything is going to be ok, that you are a strong and beautiful person and then repeat I am ok because God is with me. I'm telling you the first thing that comes to my mind when I'm having a panic attack is how to end all of this and the first think I get is a negative though which I switch for something possitive and I do what I just told you before. This verse that I will give you help me a lot when I'm having those bad thoughs. And of course seek professional help is important.

You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you. Isaiah 26.3....
Keep your life in peace will help you, don't live anything to make you give up. If we persevere we will reach our goal and is TO GET RID OF ALL THIS CONDITION.
I love you all. And I'm here for you.

Im back and going strong.

I know I haven't been back for a while, but it's been a long journey. Somedays I feel great and somedays i don't. I don't know if I told you that I'm living in this country (USA) for the past 5 years and that I'm married with a great husband, but I miss my family in Colombia too. For all of you who suffer the same condition, I want you to know that is not easy but we can overcome all of this, there's always light at the end of the tunnel. Just please don't give up, keep on working on it. Something that helps me a lot is praying and knowing that even thogh I'm going trough all of this, God is always next to me.

For all of you out there, remember that YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I have 3 tips for you. 1. Praying 2. Faith 3. And the most important God is with you.
I know you might think that there's no hope, but I can tell you that hope is what we all have, I'd been dealing with this for about 4 years now, but there's nothing impossible to do. So please stay strong. And if you need to talk with someone, feel free to contact me.
Another thing that I can say is that you will find people who will call you crazy but YOU ARE NOT. Some people won't understand because they don't feel what we feel, but keep on thinking how brave you are to go through all of this, because if we weren't strong, we wouldn't be able to continue.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Hi !!!

I just wanted to wish you all a wonderfull day full of joy and lot of smiles....Don't forget that you can control yourself and you are not alone.
About me, i can tell you that im having a great day.
Love u all.